Life

my life has fallen apart. my wife hates being married to em after a few months, i just want my life to be over. i feel like everyone would be bettr without me. i have screwed up everything, my finances, my marriage, everything. i was trying to lose weight, i was doing well, but now i wonder what's the point. if i continue to eat like crap i will die sooner and everyone will be free. i called my credit cards today and requested information on insurance. i'd claim bankruptcy but i don't want to hurt my wife any further than I have. if i go now she can move on. i am tired. i don't wnat to be the bad husband anymore. i love her so much, but apparently that doesn't count......